The Lingo of Kaniel

Deadass- seriously
OD - to another level of understanding
Chilll - to obtain instant peace of mind in any scenario
Now and Later - My Baby
Neighbour - Nigga
Nigga - can either be male or female...black, white, asian or spanish
Pop - A strag, whore or skrilly
Ayyy! - sound of approvement...usually in a yell...often said with Julia
RRRR- Jamaican term said with and to Jamaicans...also sound of approvement
FLY - term to signify greatness...especially in ones swagger
Joshing- to make fun of/with
Jonezzing- a higher form of "chilling" with member of opposite sex 
Flow- what kinda movement are you on...ex. Muzik flow...Shower flow
Eww - term used when faced with homosexuality...usually said with Julia
lmflyao...yea have fun with these my peeps
~Kaniel~
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Hola strangers!!

haha yea so I havent blogged in a while and I know u guys missed me =D itz kool cuz i missed yall too??  =?
anyway!! I just came from my track meet and it was disappointing...I jumped a mere 16sommin and I cant believe it...but w/e we gott 2 we meet late and didnt have time to warm up...I did have funn chillin wit ********* until Joey has 2 be a CB =| haha

ehh whatevzz...so I'm thinking of what ima do for the remainder of my spring break and I'm stumped...therez like ntn 2 do and no1 2 chil wit....I ya'll want 2 chill...ya know where to reach me =D

OH YEA!!! pretty soon i will upload a pic that chavez has on fbook...with all of us at the lunch table in cartoon form...that is hella hilarious cuz he drew me in green lmflyao....*sigh* 7th period lunch...ima miss ya'll

And I jus witnessed my twin sister Nyasia beat up craft lmflyaoo...that was dumb funny...I love her and she knowz how to fight, pretty well as a matter of fact,

My NowandLater did sommin pretty G the other day...haha she prolly doesnt want me 2 blog abt it....but it was OD funny seeing her argue with this gurl =p

so im pretty tired...so ima go relax...expect another blog entry 2nite =D
~Kaniel~
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1st day of SpringBreak ended

Yea so the first day of Springbreak has just ended and it was kind-of and up-down-up dayy...

had a great track practice in the AM...but that all came crashing down when I came home...because I didnt eat breakfast and I went hard during track so gott a migrane headache...which was terrible i think it was my worst headache and I couldnt stop thrwing up =( 

but I'm better now cuz I spoke to my NowandLater for a bit...had a pretty interesting conversation lmflyaoo....AND! I also heard you think I'm sprung?? lmflyao...thtz cute ^_^ (inserts heart smileys)

Anywayy...Im going to miss Julia shez goin to Florida until Fridayy=( 
Love you come back safe!! [bring me a souvenir!!] lmflyaoo (inserts heart smileys)

So yea head still hurts and I've gtta sleep...cuz I have practice again 2morro morning...I'll see how I feel when I wake up...Goodnite Everyone...Happy Spring break!!

~Kaniel~
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even more homesick =(

Yea so I just realised that my hi5 page is not deleted...I jus 4got the password...so now dat I changed it...I went on (1st time in abt 2 yrz) and I had over 400 messages and 50 friend requests lmflyao (long night)

but being on the hi5 page made me realise I had true friendz back in JA and they all love me...think abt it...I didnt have much friendz down there(well I actually did...but didnt value them at da time) but I still ended up havin over 400 messages...I doubt it would be the same for people up here...watevzz

Just a lil air clearer...In my last blog entry Itz been brought to my attention that my NowandLater could be perceived as a skrilly....umm SHE ISN'T!!! it was a joke...and she doesnt do anything outta the ordinary or demeaning to her status =) and I'm still waiting for Hester (if that is ur real name) to come and fight me!! hurry up puto! since you like picking on the innocent...I've gt sommin 4 u =D

so I'm tired and I've gott practice 2morro 10AM-12AM...thx 2 Adonis!! >:| grr...

~Kaniel~
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homesickk

Yea so I'm sitting here with some Cinnnamon Toast Crunch...and talking to one of my friendz on facebook who lived behind me when I was in Jamaica...and I'm recalling that today in Bio class we were having discussions and it led me to talk about Jamiaca alot...so I'm feeling pretty Homesick right now...so I put da ceral down, put my headfonez on...and I'm now listening to Damion Marley...He makes me think alot so Ive gott mad respect for him...

On a brighter note!!! 
SPRING BREAK IZ HERE!!!!! Junius holla at me...if ya'll gonna do ish
and My NowandLater should holla at me if she's gott a free crib ;) lmflyao

but anyway...going back to my thoughts and lyrics...I'm thinking of freestyling again...need practice though

~Kaniel~
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PS- how do I become friendz again with some1 who stabbed me in the back not just once...but def a couple of timez =/ (Rhetorical)

Its like I go through this everyday =/

Yes Ladies and Gentlemen...another trust issue...it seems like evry time I have high hopes that someone wont stab me in the back they do! and its borderline pathetic now...only three people ever have ever passed one of my tests and hasnt stabbed me in the back

Julia
Nyasia
Victor
Alex
Dean

four people!...two females! i know it suxx....everyone else would either send me to jail to save their own skin even if they are equally as wrong as I am..thatz y i make my tests in different perceptions and point of views...I give the the person choices and I know they obviously are going to spill the beans on me...but the tests are set up so they can spill the beans in these two ways

1. For something I did wrong
2. For something we both did wrong

Obviously if they do the second one...My respect for them skyrockets...and I will call them friend...thatz y im soo proud of my mental ability...because I think up scenarios that comply to each individual person

This recent test I gave to som1 involved them to tell my NowandLater something...yess bby u were sort of an experiment...my bad ILY...I'm not goin into detail right now bcuz itz 1:55 AM...and my eyes are closing so ima jus hitt da sackk...toodlez!

EVEN WHEN I"M LAYING ON MY BACK I'M NEVER BACKING DOWN!!! lmflyao (ntn serious I jus lov that quote) =p

~Kaniel~
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*sigh* women lmflyao

So Im sitting here in Bio class 4th period...and I'm supposed to be researching ringworms but I can't why? because my partner decided to be sick and not show up!!!! *cough* Julia *cough*

So yea Esoshani iz madd at me...and I'm trying to find out why....

Jessica iz sitting here playing some childish videogamecalled "the fishy game" (at first thought this might sound kinda kinky....since itz Jessica and all...but it actually isnt)....

Julia if your reading this...we have to present 2morrow and Mrs. Lavalle is going to videotape us...so letz dress alike and wear blue =)

ok so ive got 10minz to finish my research and I havent done anything AND I JUST REALISED THAT JESSICA LOOKS LIKE QUINN FROM ZOEY 101!!! lmflyao... *smiles to himself* Zoey 101...good times...good times =p

so yea Esoshani I'm sorry!! please forgive whatever I did or said...plz 4give me?? =)

so Amanda iz pretty freaky...she jus said that she would love to get bit by Edward =/umm...koool *makes a funny expression* okay!!! =/ haha

~Kaniel~
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Found this really Deep

Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.
Much of your pain is self-chosen.
It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self.
Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility - Kahlil Gibran

Kahlil Gibran is definately one of favourite philosophers from now on 
1. He's not very famous
2. His middle name is similar to mine haha

So I'm in a little bit of a Overthinking Overdose...because I cannot understand the mentality of som1...but oddly enough I cant separate myself from this person (I will not use gender...so u guyz wont get it)...but yea itz gettin on my nerves now but w/e...2morrow iz a new day..

Good Newz!!! Kaniel has now become even closer to his emotionless state...how des this make me feel?...Umm it doesnt  (get it?)...so yea...2morrow will be a very interesting day and I cant wait to see the turn of events (and no I'm not talking about what you think I'm talking about you instigators) But for real though...I deadass just woke up one morning and said that to myself that emotions are the reasonz for my tears and monotonous sad feelingz...so what didi do? I researched on how to live without them and observe people who in my opinion didn't have emotions as well...and my conclusion from this? Apathy...basically the lack of interst or concern...so yea thats what I am...Apathetic...

Julia!! I am soo very proud of you luv..I would show emotion for you...you deserve so much from me...just dont upset me (inserts heart smileys)

but with all this...it does feel good to be loved though...or even though with my mentality I hardly believe when people say "I love you"...I'm an action kinda guy so wordz, especially not said out of your mouth are jus blahhs to me...and to 'show AND! tell' iz even better...but not many people in the world know how to 'love' so I shouldve started this paragraph with "it does feel good to be (favored) though" see how that works?? yeaa thought you would've...

Sleeping with headfones over my ears...
~Kaniel~
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PS- again I am not sad...just in a overthinking surplus
but i am my own physician so I'll fix myself...right Kahlil?

Im done with HW!!! =D

Slipped outta bed, head hurts like a brick, got alot of honesty box messages that I gotta check...Which one of these gonna bother my mind?...I see I've got about 5 refresh the page and see I've got about 9...How about I just swallow my pride and play soccer outside?
- Charles Hamilton said that ^^ haha

So I'm done with Hw early tonight for once...and I've basically got nothing to do for the rest of the night...Kadeem has engaged me in a debate about who would win in a fight: "Tarzan or Hercules"
OBVIOUSLY!! we all know that Hercules would be the victor in this situations (Because he is not HUMAN!!) and Tarzan is just a lil ape boy that needs to sit in his lil jungle and LA PAJA lmflyao!!

so yea prolly going to listen 2 muzik for the rest of the night or just think about certain turnz of events in my life...

My NowandLater is going through sommin too...so I think I might try to hitt her up if she'll talk to me so I can maybe comfort her...I guess....

Shoutz 2 Alex...He's madd funny when it comes on to making fun of people...he had me cracking up today about a certain situation haha

kk thatz all for 2nite...Springbreak in two...which meanz mor blog entirs cuz ill have more time =D (yes people be happy)

~Kaniel~
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PS- didi tell ya'll that I spoke to Charles Hamilton on Aim and he gave me a new track from one of his new mixtapes??? YEA I DID!! haha...but umm thatz 4 another blog entry (Sonic holla at me)

I'm back

Ok so I just had a talk with my NowandLater and we basically cleared everything up lolol yay!
umm...still upset about what happened to the lil bro but Chamomile Tea + Julia + NowandLater = Kaniel relaxing....so umm yea...Im chill ryyt noww...

PS- shoutz 2 Alex 4 hittin me up too

Highlight of my day? When Shaq said "yoo whatz good lil Helar" haha...think abt asian stereotypes then youll get it

Now it has been brought to my attention that no-one has gotten my Astro Boy theory...haha dnt worry u really werent supposed to, because that was from a time in my life from about 4th-7th grade...and I've told no1...so I will explain the "Astro Kaniel" theory in a soon coming blog...*thinks to himself* I think I def told most people half of the story but just not the turning point...interesting...ehh you will all get it soon.

umm not that much HW 2 do 2morrow =D ...but gonna try to keep ahead of the game and do some reading because I was told BY MR. FERRARO!! that I will not pass the AP exam...(little does he know that he jus motivated me)...*stops and thinks again*...(or maybe he said that on purpose to motivate me on purpose)...who knows? I think  I'm starting to Pleasantly Overthink again, hmm
Bottom Line? I'm passing that test!!!

And I def 4got to give shouts my some key Freshies:
Conrad Swietek
Ruth Dieguez
Claudia Salinas
Shout out 2 ya'll for making spanish class fun lolol

Should I give shoutz to him?? *thinks again* ok fine =/
Shouts to Chris Russo, I'll come to Avanti's when u give me free grub lmflyaoo

So yea hitting the sack...i kno itz not that early but im not gonna be wack
My names ~Kaniel~ and I'm like an Ace in a card pack =) lmflyaoo

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*YAWN*

Ok itz a saturday night and I'm doing the same thing that I do on the weekdayz : HW! =\
my life is becoming a little bit nostalgic but the only positive iz that I speak 2 my NowandLater everyday (and I dnt care if that gets nostalgic) (even though right at this moment shez gettin madd at me) =/ oh well

So anyway...today I woke up with the impression that it was gonna be a good day but it really wasnt...everything was a bust and ntn went according to plan...AND IT WAS COLD!!! =(...but i did laugh alot 2day when I was in the pizza spot and I saw the gurl that has the height handicap again...she was in there with her mom and this gay asian kiddo...the funny part comez in because they were all grillin me like i stole something lmflyao!!! I had a mind to walk over there and ask watz da problem...but of course Atiya (u jerk) got upset so I ended up not paying attention to them...it was really pathetic though cuz u couldve sensed the fear when they were grillin me lmflyao (I have been told I have that effect on people...ehh watevz they arent that important unles they gain some bravery...doubt itz gonna happen tho)

So yea...now Jaz has signed off on me =0 yikes! lolol

Shoutz to Calvin! prolly the only dude that I can tlk 2 abt church and church matters...he keeps me outta hell and jail so itz all good lmflyao...it amazes me that he is so passive tho...and he iz like 6feet 2 and benches over 200lbs (if I was him I wouldve been a bully haha)
Calvin go download the new Charles Hamilton Mixtape and shut up!! lolol

yea so i gotta end this blog entry quicker than I wanted to, because something just happened to Kadeem and I'm upset abt it...ill blog again later

~Kaniel~
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If I have to stand alone, I will stand out....loud

This iz basically my mentality right now...especially with wat happened 2day 6th period...
Itz just to tell da haterz and and possibly every1 else that I'm neither backing down or going down...and I'll do so loudly....and I will stand alone if I have to...I'm used to it...been alone practically all my life.....so "friendz....bestfriends...and associates" (notice the quotation marks)...idc if yall dnt know better and continue 2 be two-faced but just know I'm not going to be a doormat for u and I will show u the same "friendship" you show me =D

Umm ntn happened between me and any1 I just felt like I should let ya'll my mentality from now on...My NowandLater thinkz that I'm being stoopid by choosing to be a one-man army...but I'm trying to let her kno that I'll be ok (PS-loving her soo much this past week bcuz of her concern and I think her guard iz all the way down for me now...so ima make sure i dnt let her down) (inserts heart smileys)

so yea...Herez a lil Gift for ya'll!!! =D


I think my Alter Ego used to be Astro Boy...google him think abt it and youll see why
now im tryin 2 find a new one...lmflyao...
Am I being weird right now?? haha

~Kaniel~
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HAHA!!

ok so This took alot of time to think about but Ive narrowed down the funnist white boys in the sophomore class...and they are!!!

Christopher Smith

Albert (dnt kno his last name)

Chris iz madd funny bcuz u dont expect it when he openz his mouth...and he jus knowz how to make ppl look stoopid while doing it...for example : calling Neelam an untouchable! lmflyao!!

Albert iz funny cuz he jus doesnt care...he breakz the school rules jus so he can argue with teachers when they talk to himm example: this funny hatt that he shouldnt wear but does anyway lmaoo

lmao...both of the are my homeboyzz

~Kaniel~
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(Have no title for the blog entry...jus shutup and read)

Now here is what took place during 6th period of Friday April 3, 2009: (there might be alot of digressing but try to keep up plz) PS- Atiya told me not to be specific so I dont get into trouble...so ima listen 2 her

So i walked into class 2day all fine and dandy so we can do the peer edit...i wrote everything except my concllusion bcuz i fell asleep while doin it last nite...I was tryin to explain that to the group, when a gurl placed below eye lvl (now i understand why she has such a height handicap...itz so she can stay out of peoples business) had 2 but in wit her nonsence by ridiculing me in front of the group (you all kno me and kno that I wasnt gonna take that) so of course I turned the tables on her to make her look small too(no pun intended)...then the TEACHER walked over to our group and started wit me bcuz of his obvious dislike for me....so i said it plain and straight that I was nott gonna work wit the midg' because she was aggravating me....then I was asked to leave the classroom...

The argument continued bcuz im not gonna be like one of those pansies in that class and bow down to him HA!...and yes I did say "pansies" (plz note that there r a few that would do the same thing if they were in my shoes but not as fearless...ex. Alex, Jessica and...wow only two ppl...the rest of you are spineless ninnies!!!)
MOVING ON!!

I was given a chance to either go back and work in the group or go to the Deanz office...and I was sure that I was not going to work wit lil midg anymore so I made my choice to leave...and while I was walking away he said "I cannot believe that I am kicking an AP student out of a classroom..go to the Dean's Office you two year old" 
so of course I answered him and said "haha...thtz very mature!! then u turn around and call me the two year old!! haha nice one!" and I start walking away...

(THIS IS WHERE I HAD TO SHOW HIM THAT I DONT PLAY AROUND!!!)
While I was walking away he said "what didu jus say...come bk here and say it like a man"
=0 (yes people he called out my manhood!!...i was sooo happy when he did that...cuz i thought he was gonna fight me) =D
so I turned around dropped my bookbag and said to him "You are immature!...and your the one calling me a two year old...thatz wat I just said...watz the problem"...the argument went on for 2 more minutes until Dr. Winfield came up spoke to me strongly and dealt with the situation...I cannot go into detail into what Dr.Winfield said and did because of my respect for him and because of what could happen if I did. but I will say that I told him that I have zero respect for MR. FERRARO because he has had it out for me since day one...and we spoke about it...and we will speak about it some more later 

(shoutz to Ms. Lavalee for being a adult and handling watever problemz we had before it shouldve ever came to this)

so yea this bascally opened my eyes too to my whole being a one-man army movement, cuz see? i handled it myself so i didnt need anyone AND! cuz no1 who was in that class came up 2 me and said "yo Kaniel u good?...wat happened wit Ferraro?"
so yea...thx 4 reassuring me ppl =) *two thumbs*
and Shoutz 2 my NowandLater for talking to me after this happened for the entire 7th period so i couldve calmed down abt it (inserts heart smileys)

~Kaniel~
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Tenth blog entry!!!

Yes so as a gift to all my wonderful supporters...I have placed a playlist on my blog...I will periodically put more songz on of course and if you have a request I will put some songz on for you....jus give me ur request via facebook =) 

Yes be excited...itz only the beginning =p

~Kaniel~
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PS- Happy birthday to my homegirl Bree!!! =D...have a good one chica (ive gott friut snacks!!) insider lmflyao

Here you go!

http://www.zshare.net/download/579645979e4a317f/

Ok so since we are all NOT as well versed in the computer as I am...I have decided to make u caveman's lives easier by giving you the link to download CH's mixtape lmflyao!!!! since ya'll keep sayin that u cant find it...even though we hav such a wonderful thing named "igoogle" haha!!!

Enjoy it ppl !!
Charles holla at me 

~Kaniel~
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Ps- yea I'm def gonna get beat up by Julia for this 2morrow...ILY!!! =) lmflyao....

Yola!!! (mixture of hood talk and spanish) lmflyao

Yea so Im back home a nd I had a pretty decent day...once again loving the feedback that I've been getting about my blog (KEEP READIN GUYS!!!)....so the trackmeet got cancelled and im happy...bcuz i seriously dnt think im ready 2 run the 200m as yet...w/e

Jaz u looked hott 2day =)  [and itz nott funny if a fatt gurl beats me up infront of u!!]
Julia u looked hott in ur sweatz =)
Atiya i think ive jus proved to u and everyone that I do and say w/e I want =p

Moving on!!!!
I think ima go listen to CH's new mixtape again...he came out with an even newer one....but it sounded a lil demonic and im not into that ishh... =)

This weekend might be a lil fun...I just wish i could share it with my NowandLater =/ ...but ima be with my lil sister Atiya for a lil bit and thtz fun too (cuz she doesnt dessert me!!!!) ya'll kno who that was forwarded to =)

[why in the world am I so smiley today?? lmflyao]
once again ive gott tons of hw...so ima jus go black out on some Mickey D's and get started on it haha...no im not fatt but ima fatass...and my NowandLater luvez it ;) lmflyao

~Kaniel~
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lmFLYao!!!

ok so I'm listening to Charles Hamiltonz new mixtape "The Dead Zone"...and i suggest that everyone go download it (itz free!)...and it iz soo live...def the best one so far lolol (Ladies he dedicated a song to twilight heres wat he said about the song - "Two that are in love and going NOWHERE without each other. Can you handle that kind of love? Or losing it?") so yes ladies...go crazy

I can jus see that Julia and I are gonna be in class singing songz from this mixtape in class 2morrow haha

yea so didnt go to KeyClub bcuz im jus too exhausted and got a lot of HW....yeaa srry guyz...ill be there Nxt time!!

Recognition to all the kool Freshies!

SHOUTZ 2 MELODYY aka Melodia aka Mel...haha madd funny for an asian =p ...madd kool, and shez jus overally (if datz a word) a chill person

SHOUTZ 2 Komal aka da kute lisp chica lolol...shez jus mad adorable wit da thingz she does...kinda innocent tho (or maybe im jus trippin lmflyao)

SHOUTZ 2 Nida aka good debater...shez so easy 2 make funn of haha i luv it =p

Shoutz 2 Jason- this kidd iz my protege' for soccer and being flyy haha...madd funny hez got alot 2 learn tho 

Shoutz 2 Micheal- haha this dude shows the same symptoms of a guy that iz high (eyes half shut...always smiling...slow talkin)

Shoutz 2 Florby - dnt talk 2 him muchh but hez pretty kool...his wavez r pretty fly too

Shoutz 2 EDWIN aka Fat Joe look a-like haha def on the verge of being as funny as Chavez lolol...he might soon be another protege' of mine

Shoutz 2 Allie not gonna say who she lookz like...cuz ima get beat upp by peanut butter =( 

So hopefully I'm not forgetting any1...if I am send me a message via facebook and i gotchuu =)

~Kaniel~
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This week iz soo tiring

yea so jus getting home at 7:22 and I'm exhausted...had to go to the weight room then soccer 4 a lil bit...and 2morrow iz supposedly a BIGGG meet...hope i dont get nervous =/

HW of course iz getting even more stressing...and every1z dreading the famous AP world exam *sigh*...life iz far too stressing for a 16yr old 

on a brighter note Atiya iz def the lil sister that Ive never had =) and Nyasia iz like my twin =)...enough said.

NOW on to the topic of immature lil haters "HI! I am laughing at you" (did that give you the attention that you wanted?) lmflyaoo...I have lost respect for a lot of ppl this past week mainly bcuz im on my 'one-man army' ishh...and! if ur gonna be an A**hole to my NowandLater dnt come dap me up like were boyz...cuz im goin to ignore you (AND only Kaniel White callz her 'JAZ'!!) get ur respect up then ill stop ignoring you. (and dnt go thinkin ur da only 1..there like 4 of u SMH)
~Respect The Women~ =)

I like the feedback that I'm getting on the blog ppl hav been tellin me dat they like it...and the only onez of my "associates" that dnt read it dont hav the attention span for anything other than sex and drugz SMH im tlkin 2 7th period (ya'll are kool and ya'll got tonz of respect from me...but chill get ur mindz on sommin else for a change) shoutz 2 Zev! legit mini-me lmflyao

Shoutz 2 Joey...ur def my weight room trainer from now on...i def feel bigger already lolol

~Kaniel~
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